It
is surprising that years after something has happened to you the needle
of thought can hit some groove in the mind and the music of a long
vanished event can rise in your soul as fresh and vital as the evening
it happened.
By Doug Boilesen, 2024
The following excerpt from John O'Donohue's
Anam Cara contains a phonograph metaphor that echoes its
wisdom with astonishment.
It is utterly astonishing
how the force and fiber of each day unravel into the vacant air
of yesterday. You look behind you and you see nothing of your days
here. Our vanished days increase our experience of absence. Yet
our past does not deconstruct as if it never was. Memory is the
place where our vanished days secretly gather. Memory rescues experience
from total disappearance. The kingdom of memory is full of the ruins
of presence. It is astonishing how faithful experience actually
is; how it never vanishes completely. Experience leaves deep traces
in us. It is surprising that years after something has happened
to you the needle of thought can hit some groove in the mind and
the music of a long vanished event can rise in your soul as fresh
and vital as the evening it happened.